Tuesday, October 20, 2009

I've Got Nothin'

To say, that is. I've been feeling the emotional upheaval that comes with the anniversary of Evan's death. The anniversary is about a month away, and I'm a mess. I cry at the drop of a hat. I don't want to talk, because I'll break down. So, instead of talking, I'm thinking about the little boy that I lost and the memorial garden I created for him. And where to go from here.

3 comments:

Malinda said...

Pam, I so feel for you...I wish my words could take away the sadness...Just know that you are loved by lots of people....

Anonymous said...

Remember, you are not alone. We all love you and are praying God will hold you and give you peace and comfort. All is well.

Amy said...

There is nowhere to go but forward. (Does that even mean anything? It sounded good in my head...)

Thinking about you.

amy